Another Chance my Manufacturer pt 2

I had become my own manufacturer - a wack manufacturer at that.  I had remade myself to something that insulted the eyes. It wasn't that I was disgusting, its just that I was irrelevant, useless, and unwanted. It was like I had been thrown from a high horse. Basically there wasn't anything attractive about me anymore. In the hour of destruction, all the pop messages manifested like a Prophecy. I sought for more messages that  will show me the way out but the HolySpirit was quiet.  I was hanging so I couldn't single task not to talk of multitasking. The most humiliating part was that I had become a slave to a particular Virus called the destroyer. He had his guards that taunt me every nowand then. One was called disobedience, another one was called pride and the most subtle yet the cruelest was called ignorance. I should have listened to the HolySpirit because all my applications began to misbehave.  My software was greatly harmed and my battery was weak strained from numerous uncontrollable activities going on in my life. At this point I was already useless to myself, the very self I had worshiped and I hated it so bad. There was no back up files, no certificates, no anti virus application, nothing in my life that would make my life carry weight. When I looked at my colleagues, t he ones who weren't as adventurous as I was, I am hurt with Jealousy and regret. How I neglected what was worth more than gold. Trying to  own myself made me lose myself.
My Manufacturer,  I beseech you forgive me. I never owned my life at any point and now I know better.  My desires have lured me into the hands of the destroyer and now only you can save me. I can't help myself because I didn't produce myself. If I had  taken time to understand my systems, software and design,  I would have known how much my glory depends on staying CONNECTED with my Manufacturer. But now I need you to fix the issues in my life. I know there's nothing outside your design for my life. I goofed my Maker  and I am sorry. If you will fix me, I would render service to you all through my existence.
                                                           Your invention

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