Another chance my manufacturer

When I look at well you designed my life and how well you made my systems go together, i can't help but be grateful. When you made me,  I was flawless without malfunctions and I never hanged even when multitasking .  My battery was solid as solid can be.  My shine was terrific and everyone wanted to have me around them. I was bright star.  I look at those times and I say thank you.  But I had a problem and my problem was with purpose.  I didn't know what I was created for or who I was created to please so I served 'self'. I pleased myself, it was all about me and at that time that was just enough for me. As time went on,  I wanted a lot of things that I didn't have and most of the things I longed for weren't compatible with my software.  I got the pop message from the HolySpirit saying that some of my applications may not function properly but I went ahead to download those files into my life. My desire for more continued to grow and my storage was running out.  I couldn't delete a lot of vain files because I never bothered to maximize their use. I lacked knowledge concerning their usage. I clicked on the delete button ans there again came a pop message from the HolySpirit saying that some of my applications may begin to misbehave if I forced them to stop. At first   I had apprehensions but i took the risk and nothing happened or at least it seemed that nothing happened. Whenever the HolySpirit gave a pop message,  I simply ignored it because I didn't see anything bad happening.  Now  my settings never allowed me to get certain files that I wanted.  I went in there and changed it to 'allow access to files from untrusted servers ' The fact that I could change the settings of my  life made me feel powerful. It was like I had the power of a demigod.  It was the kind of feeling you have when you're intoxicated.  And the HolySpirit never failing with pop messages said ' allowing  untrusted servers into your  system may cause system malfunctions and permit virus activity.' But of course those pop messages meant  nothing more than a scare crow to me. Little did I know that it was the final blow to my destruction ~ altering the design my life was made to operate in.

To be contd 😁